vaLloveliesS

I am getting really upset and sick of things. Generally. Every single year, every single time, without fail, emotional turbulence. Why? Why are my feelings not taken into consideration? 

You have like great plans for me in the future, good things await. But why? Why every single year, every single time? Why not lets things resolved by itself? Why not let things go the way it should be? Every time someone brings me to heaven and u have to let me fall. Like really fall just like that.

One time, fine, a challenge. Second time, fine, hassle in life, no biggie. Third time, fine, get over it. Fourth, fifth, sixth and so on? What are those? I dun deserve long term happiness do I?

I have faith in you really. Please?